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i love!
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
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Monday, July 10, 2006
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
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today after having a talk with my mother... i start to realise and believe his family doesnt like me..... wat is there for them to pick on me? at least i'm not rude, i show manners, i dont smoke and rink, i study..i wash all bowls and plates after eating..., i greet them... i still go hunt present for her mother's bd.... i keep trying trying.......why.....
my rabbit is still missing... so many food waiting for him to eat.....
it hurts.... it seems like i'm taking it alone..... he's just too tired to heal me... is he trying? i dont know... wat if he isnt?
how long can i hold on..?
7/30/2006 11:17:00 pm
today... alot of things happened la.... got time then tell gwen bah... the title of this entry will be about how my heart bleed from queenstown to amk. haha. hai.... pain pain pain. but he said he'll pu chang wo on saturday... i'll see to it.
7/29/2006 12:39:00 am
Sometimes i feel so left out.... i've planned all my time for him... he doesnt want them...
can you imagine? it's like you're willing to sacrifice your life for him but actually he dont want it. He doesnt want it not becoz it hurts him for me to suffer.. it's simply becoz he j u s t d o n t n e e d i t.
it's funny when sometimes i understand and out of the sudden that little corner of my heart start to ache..and tears flow..
each time i get upset and i feel that he is so o u t o f r e a c h... my heart grows weaker. It looks like glass.. but as thin as a paper. It's like anyone who crosses my path can crash them very easily.
I wanna be tough. Touch enough to guide everyone, make everyone happy. But i realise my battery is him. Without my battery, i just cant work!
I need a solar panel sooner or later coz my battery is so out of my touch.
7/12/2006 06:42:00 pm
What hurt me most today.....
is i realised that he dont need my concern...
how i wish i could just mind my own business...
i admit i'm lonely... and becoz of that.. i care for others so that they can do the same.. obviously things didnt go my way.. that's why i'm here...
i failed myself today. i cried again. fail fail fail...
wish my heart wont hurt tt much.. wish i could clear that lump in my throat...
everytime i pray... i pray for everyone to be happy...
Who would pray for me?
7/10/2006 09:53:00 pm
i cried again.....
i feel so bottled up
who can help ...?
i think only i can help myself...
dont wish to hurt again
7/02/2006 09:25:00 am