babyeeyore. LOVE!

Thursday, September 30, 2004
crying quiz

:: Do you cry often: - lOl. yesh.
:: Do you often cry in front of people or alone: - alone better. xiu xiu xiao
:: Have your friends ever seen you cry: - definitely
:: Have you cried today: - noo
:: Do you usually cry for a long time: - haha. yar, like a tap
:: Do you get really red when you cry: - depends
:: Have you ever cried because you were happy: - no la
:: Have you ever been someone's crying shoulder? - i don wan my sleeves to be wet. lOl
:: Have you ever hugged someone because they were crying: - nooo. dare not.
:: Have you ever had a shoulder to cry on: - my booster??
:: Have you been hugged when you cried: - my booster again
:: Do you cry during sad movies: - nO
:: Do you cry while reading books: - No
:: Does music make you cry? - YEs
:: Have you ever been called a cry baby: - lOl. yar. my papa and mama says that. They said i'm a watermelon.

:: Have you ever tried to stop yourself from crying: - yesh! *pinch my nose hard* maybe that's the switch..
:: Have you ever cried in front of a teacher: - yesh, for being dishonest
:: Does this survey make you want to cry?: - havent yet
:: Have you ever cried over a guy/girl: - lOl. definitely
:: Do you cry when you are physically hurt: - LOL. yes! straight away.
:: Do you cry when you are scared: - i'll be too worried to cry.
:: Do you cry when you are mad: - YESH! that's the main cause.
:: Do you cry over bad grades?: - yealah. damn o levels chinese. i got c5
:: Have you ever cried over spilled milk: - i can't remember. I think yesh.
:: Can you make yourself cry:- depends la. just on the "tapp" can le.
:: When was the last time you cried: - donno lex.
:: Have you ever cried because you were sad for someone else: - i can't remember. should be no.
:: Do you have a favorite crying quote: - don pinch your nose when you cry. you'll nv know how much you look like a roldof(watever)
:: Have you ever cried for anyone who wouldn't cry for you: - yesh
:: Do you ever cry on anniversaries of things?: - lO. no la, very weird.
:: Do you cry over someone you love becoz they have a gf/bf? - no. too sad to cry out.
::When was the last time u felt loved and u cried? - everytime. but i din cry. just felt like.
::Who is the person you always cry for?- i cry for myself.
:: Will you cry because this survey is over: - yesh!!

i'malittlepony!
9/30/2004 09:16:00 pm

Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Goodnight

Good Night

Sweet Dreams

Zzz..

i'malittlepony!
9/29/2004 11:35:00 pm

Saturday, September 25, 2004
cuite quiz

The LAST PERSON Who
x. Slept in your Bed: me only! if anyone else, i'll apply medicated oil on their face!
x. Saw you cry : jac~
x. You shared a drink with : priscilla, green tea lex.. ee.. but no choice, too thirsty. lOl
x. You went to the mall with : jac?
x. Yelled at you : stupid jx
x. Send you an e-maill : karen, wanxuan
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it : i forget
x. Gotten in fight with ur pet : NV! my rabbit loves me.
x. Been to California : money??
x. Been to Chinaa : nop
x. Been to Canada : nop
x. Danced naked : huH? how?
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day : won't
x. Wished you were the oppossie sex: when i got that monthly thing. ahem..
x. Had an imaginary friendss : when i was young. lOl
x. Do you have a crush on someone? : can't remember
x. What book are you reading now : enyclopedia of pets.
x. Worst feeling in the world : all bad feleings are the same
x. Future son's name : poopoo~ lol no la..
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal : no! unless i wan sore eyes.
x. What's under your bed: dust. and a mattress
x. Siblings : one brother
x. Location : amk~
x. Piercings/tattoos : one hole on each ear lobe. lol
x. Do you do drugss : yeah?? panadol counted?
x. Do you drink : no. actually yes. i stole a sip from my parents
x. Who are your bestfriends : olivia, priscilla, yvonne~
x. What clothes do you sleep in : t-shirt and aunty shorts
x. Where do you want to get married : church???
x. Who do you really hate: none
x. Are you for world peace : as in?
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with : of course
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did : definitely
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after : no, i alwys change my mind.
x. Want someone you dont have right now : i wan a male dog! i wan sky.. =(
x. Are you lonely right now: nop. i've got my dar rabbit and parents.
x. Song that stuck in your head: running~ by no doubt
x. do you want to get married : yesh!
x. do you want kids : omg.. i wan but... that experience is horrible.
FAVORITE
x. Room in housee : my room
x. Type(s) of musicc : mix mix
x. Band(s) : s.h.e, b.a.d, energy
x. Color : natural colours
x. Perfume or cologne : perfume
x. Brand : no brand
x. Season : autumn~
THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU....
x. Cried : yeah.. coz of an idiot.
x. Bought something : a prawn cracker
x. Gotten sick : almost. so.. NV
x. Missed someone : my dar rabbit.. and sky

i'malittlepony!
9/25/2004 10:21:00 am

Friday, September 24, 2004

you're disappointed with me. you think i donno.. you think i enjoy it... must you say it out... must you say it out to let me know.. so that i can get hurt about it... must you say it out so that i can feel sad with you... it iss becoz i don appear to be bothered and therefore you and your friend jumped to conclusion that you all are nth to me... must i cry like one bun, begging you, then you will forgive me...

i'm also tired you know.... i slept so much.. i still feel so tired.... you wont let me be happy right... you must let me know that i'm the worse person tt ever exist and make sure i'll hate myself izzit... you just couldn't let me off izzit.... you wan me to live in the past... like you are. you forgot how i treat you... and you'll nv forgive the disappointment i gave you.... aren't you happy about saying these to me? it's time for you to celebrate..

i really donno who's the one who's selfish.....

i'malittlepony!
9/24/2004 10:44:00 pm

qianqian's song

hey.. i woke up at 8am sharp today. but my clock is alwys around 7mins faster. haha. so... 7.53am lor. today i shall stay at home, sleep lots, eat lots and play lots. like somebody say.. fat lor~ jealous? hahaha.

my results.. feeling a bit scared le. didnt do well i die ar... lol. my friend.. she did a mistake.. but wasn't forgiven... i hope she is forgiven... give her a chance la...

yesterday dl a lot of songs~ very nice. got ning xia by fish leong. a very cute song but some say it sounded like nursery song. I donno if that was a compliment or an insult coz she alwys love to insult. don care her la. lOl.

if got time i'll come back and blog.

i'malittlepony!
9/24/2004 10:40:00 am

Sunday, September 19, 2004
life quiz

1. What do you think of life? unpredictable AND, i waste of time
2. Do you think life rulez? NO.
3. Do you think life suckz? no, it's just a waste of time!
4. Do you want to change your life if you can? waste of time too..
5. Why? coz everything are bound to be messed up.
6. Do you have a happy or sad life? acceptable.
7. Do you believe in past life? lol. sometimes when i'm angry
8. Do you believe in fate and destiny? none.
9. Do you believe in angels, fairies ? erm.. angels.
10. Do you believe in god? yes, when i'm in trouble. lol. ling shi bao fuo jiao
11. Do you believe in true love? donno
12. Do you experience before? don no
13. Do you experience love at first sight? like-at-first-sight, yes. haha..
14. Do you believe in true love? nv.
15. Do you think love is a must in life? yar.. coz i love animals
16. Do you think love hurts? yeah. alwys
17. Do you think a relationship is always happy? no la.
18. Have you been hurt in love? donno lex.
19. What do you think of people who kill themselves because of love? they are sort of brave to leave the world FAST. it's really a waste of time here. i'm alwys stuck in thie world.
20. Do you think all relationships have happy ending? yar
21. Do you think that boys are the ones that always hurt the girls? no. guys are weaker than gals.
22. Do you have a dream? yesh, to snorkle. simple ?
23. Do you hope your dream comes true? of coursee
24. Do you believe in all fairy tales with happy endings? no
25. Do you wish to be the cinderella?[if you can be a girl if you are a guy] if i can choose between leaving here and being cinderella, i'll leave. waste of time here.
26. Do you wish to be the sleeping beauty? don wan. another way of wasting time.
27. Do you think you can have a happy ending? erm... i'll make it yes if it isnt.
28. Do sad songs make you cry? yeshh
29. Love is the greatest. Do you agree? yeshh
30. Will you choose to love if you can? choose to love animals and not human, except my parents and friends~ yeah!!

i'malittlepony!
9/19/2004 10:37:00 pm

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

oooooo. drizzled a bit here then stopped. Shouldn't have rushed my rabbits back to the small cage. the ratio of the mass of my rabbits to the mass of space in the cage is 3:4. LOL.. fat mah... can't help it.

of course i wanna have a BIGGER cage. but.. too ex lex.. My father has made many cages for rabbit before buying an original one.. Maybe we're gonna design a new and spacious cage. you xin wu li. hehe...

i used to bully my friends when i was in pri school. I'm really very bad you know.. My friends at that time are damn faithful to me... yet, i'm like really very mean. i remembered i used to have everything in sch, i mean stationary. then my best friend only wanted to share with me the red colour pencil for marking. She asked me very politely then i gave her a very very irritated look. then i threw her the colour pencil.. Then sometime when she only ask me qns, then i will say "what....????" then she alwys give me that kind of "sorry sorry... don angry ok?" look. Sometimes when she's terribly sick, i did care for her. i literately left her to rot la.. haha. Wat i mean was... Our friendship was all about pleasing me only. Many times we'll write autograph for each other. then she'll sometimes draw herself and point----> the person you hate most.

Then sometimes she'll also write "you're pretty and i'm ugly. so don get angry that often ok? i know you hate me. Loke sze." haiz... i can't believe i'm still not touched by it. She's alwys there for me. I can't recall a time when she left me when i needed her. She's really great. her name is chan loke sze. Actually, she's not ugly lex... She's even prettier than me now. She just hav that mature look when she's in pri sch. I just treat her sometimes good sometimes bad that type la.. I just don like pple to alwys borrow things from me when they make an effort to bring them at all. Till now it's the same. hehe.. Then sometimes yvonne will use a very soft tone to borrow things for me.. then she'll say "wo pa ni ma wo." hahaha. i won't la.. Just tt i will give a very IRRITATED-and-PISSED-off look.

Then comes when i was in pri 6.. My friend bullied me. She's damn unreasonable (like me). lol. We were very close. Then there's another gal called alerice, she joined our group. Then sometimes we three will sit together and tok. When alerice talked more to me, chin lay will just walk away. Then when i go back to class, she say i snatch her friend.... then "alerice only like you, don like me" She'll try all means to get close to alerice(no harm tt type) but when alerice is closer to me, she'll start a cold war. Seperate table, bang things, talk to someone else etc.

WORSE STILL, when i score higher than her. she gets angry with me. I don really call that jealousy but i donno why she gets angry. She'll cry then when i try to console her, she moved away. Then ignore me for a long time. That time she got angry with me again and said "ni happy liao lar!" -.- then couldn't tolerate any longer. i start to cheer myself up by not being bothered by her ignorance. In the end she wrote a letter to me, saying "you don hav to act sad. you don have to tell jun en i'm angry with you. If you score higher than me, then say la. you also don't hav to act happy. In future, if you get higher than me, i will also not talk to you. remember, don't tell jun en i wrote this to you and don act!"

wah lau.......... kns.

but now, she's better. =) sometimes she'll talk about her problems to me etc. we both hav childish act in pri sch. lol. but it's over. i know this won't happen again.

i'malittlepony!
9/15/2004 06:18:00 pm

Monday, September 13, 2004

yoz! today's geog. oh my god. just that qn on tourism can "flush me down the toilet bowl". chou tourist... si tourist.

I thought i did well in emaths paper 1. in the end, haha, careless mistakes, one whole lot.

today's breakfast: two empty flat buns & lipton milk tea
lunch : a box of tibits
dinner : flat buns again & lor mai kai.

i want something more~ like.... yan wo. that'll be something nice.

i'malittlepony!
9/13/2004 05:38:00 pm

harlow! today's geog. oh my god. just that qn on tourism can "flush me down the toilet bowl". chou tourist... si tourist.

I thought i did well in emaths paper 1. in the end, haha, careless mistakes, one whole lot.

today's breakfast: two empty flat buns & lipton milk tea
lunch : a box of tibits
dinner : flat buns again & lor mai kai.

i want something more~ like.... yan wo. that'll be something nice.

i'malittlepony!
9/13/2004 05:38:00 pm

Saturday, September 11, 2004
first reaction!

1.) smbody suddnly woke u up? it's either i'll become very gentle or fa pi qi
2.) Ur mOm scolded u early morning? say her back
3.) U saw ur crush feel more peaceful
4.) A cute gurl/boy accidentally bump into you? move away as fast as possible
5.) Ur crush texted u but don't have load..har?
6.) Teacher asked u 2 say somethn but udont know stare blankly at her
7.) mom saw u kissing wit ur bf/gf shit!!
8.) Saw ur bf/gf wit her/his x ask him: i'll just walk off angrily!
9.) Ur X sent a message telling u he/shestill love u tell him: aiyah.......~ he'll get over me soon
10.) Accdentally deleted all d files u jaz saved do it again tml
11.) Can't open ur friendster account nvm
12.) U lost ur fone i'll probably get killed by my mother
14.) A person u dnt like sings ur fave song try not to sing that song ever again
15.) Som1 u luv sings the song u hate most laugh all the way
16.) Ur bf/gf didn't make any testimonial to U i'll think badly of him
17.) A friend deleted the testimonial he/shemade 4 u sad.. *sob*
18.) Ur having a bad stomach wyl on a date with ur crush *oh no..*try to be as normal as usual
19.) Saw ur friend wit ur crush ohh... *sigh*
20.) Nobody wud answer dis? i won't die

i'malittlepony!
9/11/2004 11:12:00 am

Friday, September 10, 2004

--wAd cOmEs tO uR miNd??--
1. [ RED ] : used to be my favourite colour
2. [ BLUE ] : the ocean
3. [ YELLOW ] : tulips
4. [ GREEN ] : grass (my rabbits love them)
5. [ PINK ] : bag
6. [ WHITE ] : poster colour
7. [ BROWN ] : slippers
8. [ BLACK ] : t-shirt
9. [ PURPLE ] : eeyore!
10. [ CRAZY ] : fun
11. [ DICTIONARY ] : thersauraus
12. [ CALENDAR ] : birthday
13. [ BED ] : comfort zone
14. [ TV ] : animal planet
15. [ CAT ] : love to be pampered
16. [ HANDPHONE ] : siemens
17. [ LOVE ] : everywhere
18. [ EYE ] : electricity
19. [ WATER ] : swimming pool!
20. [ EXAM ] : *Zzz...*
21. [ FISH ] : fish leong. hahah!
22. [ TOMATO ] : vitamin c!
23. [ SHAMPOO ] : VS sasoon
24. [ BURGER KING ] : mushroom burger. onion fries!
25. [ McDONALD ] : french fries and chili sauce
26. [ KFC ] : zinger meal
27. [ TEA ] : lipton milk tea
28. [ SOUP ] : tomato soup
29. [ CAR ] : 4 wheels
30. [ FRUIT ] : watermelon
31. [ POWER PUFF GIRLS ] : butter-cup
32. [ NESCAFE ] : coffee
33. [ AVRIL LAVIGNE ] : cool gal
35. [ SUPERSTAR ] : pretty? where's qn 34??
36. [ BURN ] : anything i've cooked
37. [ FLOWER ]: tulips. roses
38. [ TATTOO ] : the worm on my korkor's arm (it's actually a dragon)
39. [ HOLIDAY ]: christmas
40. [ BYE ] : harlow!!

i'malittlepony!
9/10/2004 04:06:00 pm

qianqian's view

=Name= qianqian
=Nick= money (don call me this!)
=Skool= Marymount convent then Deyi secondary
=D.O.B= 14th June1988 (obviously many forgot)
=Birthplace= Mount Avenia
=Horoscope= Gemini (split personality, changes attitude all the time.)
=Location= Ang Mo Kio
=Hp number= 9 17* ***5 (i can't even recite it in english properly)
=Status= single.
=For how long= it won't be long coz i hav my rabbit(s)!!!
=Height= that's an insult! haha.. 153cm
=Weight= 45kg
=Dialect= tiochew
=Religion= free-thinker
=Person u love= someone who is not a gal
=Person Missed= my rabbit
=LaSt=
~Person Seen~ mother!
~Message sent~ a whole group of friends
~Message received~ 00fun
~Call dialled~ 999
**************QuEsTiOnS**************
1. dO yOu GeT jEaLoUs EaSiLy?: yes!
2. wHaT hV u Been DoiN fOr tHe pasT feW daYs?: trying out ways to relax as much as possible
3.LaSt MoVieS taT u WatCh? wiTh whO?: yvonne, i can't remember
4.WhaT u gOnna dO aFteR tiS?: watch tv.
5.HaVe u cRieD BefOre?: haiyo. i almost flood my house
6.SeRioUs iN LOVe BefoRe?: no
7.wHaT iS tHe 1sT tHiNg taT coMes tO uR MiNd?: now? food!
8.FaV soNg? wHy?: pu shou by jolin. coz the song is cute and logical.
9.wHaT u pLaNNiN tO dO tiS weeKend? tryign out MORE ways to relax
11.Do YoU sMoKe?: noo.
12.aNy ppLe iN LoVe wiTh u nOw?: how i wish there is. Lol.
13.dO u pRefeR sMs oR TalkiN oN pHoNe?: sms
14.R u MissiN suM1 nOw?: yalor
15.wHaT aRe YoU dOiNg NoW?: rubbing nose
16.wHen iS tHe LaSt tiMe u ReCeiVe fLoweRs?: valentine. *muacks*
17. WoRd tO SaY bOuT u?: lazy.
18.NaMe ur gOOd fReNz.: olivia, yvonne, ching yee and many more
19.wHo u waNa kiSS nOw?: oooo! my rabbit. *muacks*
20.iN LoVe wiTh aNy1 nOw? whO?: don hav
21. peRsoN whO u wiSh tO sPeNd uR LiFe witH: a macho. lol!!!!
=IF=
~SoMeOnE eLsE liKe YoU wHeN yOu ArE aTtAcHeD~ : happy but irritated
~sOmEoNe LiKe YoUr PaRtNeR~: i won't give him any choice. lol!!
~YoUr PaRtNeR teLL yOu OfF bCoS oF tHe OtHeR pArTy~: ignore him forever! if things worsen, i'll step his toes with my pointed-shoes.
~yOuR pArTnEr DoEsN't HaVe TiMe FoR yOu WhEn YoU aSk HiM / hEr OuT~: if he's busy, it's ok. If he's not, i'll make a big deal about it.
~YoUr PaRtNeR aLwAyS liE tO yOu~: cry (crying is blackmail)

i'malittlepony!
9/10/2004 03:44:00 pm

Wednesday, September 08, 2004
qianqian's morning

yeah! i love morning. the air is fresh, cooling. if i were to choose between morning, afternoon, night. i'll choose morning! morning makes me feel healthy. yeah! don't envy me (coz i'm able to wake up early in the morning). lol! right? some of you, by the time youa ll wake up, it's like 10+ or 12+ or evening 1+. *yawnz* The world has already start working, i've already blogged, eaten, and you all just woke up and missed the fun part in the morning.

haiya! donno wat to wear to hougang. Wear too casual, i looked like kiddos/ nerd/ a kid who is going to the market. Wear too "nice", pple will think like "you've nv come to hougang before ar?" lol.! i know i don hav to care wat others think, but i need confidence mah! how how how. wear wat lex.. I have very few clothes de la... *yawnz*

I DID VERY BADLY IN MY MATHS! *ossh....* finnaly let it out. It's really quite bad you know.. From the only person who pass.. to someone who gets only 29 marks. ok. don talk about it.

let's go to my rabbits. *muaks* they are sooooo huggable although they don like hugging. so cute. Yesterday i spend 1hr+ cleaning their little cage. 1hr is still not enough man... It's really dirty. Their urine stains are everywhere. i was just squarting there, scrubbing and scrubbing on the same spot. May pple passed by, unknown neighbours, they are probably thinking i'm an aunty from the backview. Lol. There was once i was alone at home and i dressed like aunty. I wore my mother's old clothes as pyjamas. :x then i pretty gal, obviously older than me, just graduated from poly i think, went to knocked on house's door and tried to promote Walls ice-cream mah. Then when she saw me, she say... "ni hao, da jie. Yao bu shi yi xia wo men de ice-cream. Shi yi xia la, jiejie" SHe kept repeating da jie here, jiejie there. Somemore at that time, i was still 15+. Guess i really looked like aunty. lol. AYE. only i can say this to myself ar!

wah. I think i haven been writting a long enough entry. not very long la. Coz don wanna tired out those who are reading. They are probably thinking... "Am i there yet? Am i there yet?? AM I THERE YET??!!!" haha. If you've read till here. *congratulation!!*

You've reached.

i'malittlepony!
9/08/2004 09:15:00 am

Monday, September 06, 2004

didn't study the whole day lex. wasted.

mmm... "try your best. and let god do the rest." well.. i think i've tried my best...(not in study of course lol) If it was meant to be.. it'll come. i shouldn't have hurry-ed. Furthermore.. things that comes quickly will go quickly. Now, all i hav to do is dig out a path for myself by entering singapore poly.

i go orh orh le. wish everyone a sweet sleep. yeah!

i'malittlepony!
9/06/2004 11:42:00 pm

Saturday, September 04, 2004

We're trying to take it slow
But we're still losin control
And we're trying to make it work
But it still ends up the worst

Shut it up
just shut up
Shut up
Just shut up

i'malittlepony!
9/04/2004 06:57:00 pm