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HEHEHEHEHEHE. My kor kor's friend left his dog here till friday. don wanna explain much details, let's get straight down to the dog. He's name is SKY!!! *cheers* OOooOOo..OOOooOOO
The disappointed thing is.... Sky wasn't used to me.. Coz i think i donno how to communicate with dogs. Argh. But this is the first time i can get near to dog without any worry. Very guai de lex.... Very cute... OoOooOo. *cheer!!* *scream* OooooooOo... Gonna miss it when sky go home....
7/21/2004 08:01:00 pm
Hey. i'm back with a healthy mind.. but not healthy body. lol. no la, not tt bad. just a little flu. Yesterday i talked to ACw about the courses in poly. My wish is to get into the course "Creative Media Design" in Singapore Poly. And he, gladly destroyed my dream by telling me that the cut-off point is 12-14. Oh my god. Wait till i get 18 first. haha.
He gave me some other choices alike to CMD but still told me that SP is more specialised. Yalor! but too bad la.. It's either i think too highly of myself or too low-ly on that course.
Looks like more and more people are getting an online diary for themselves. It's really fun, you know. You can personlise your web tt way you wan and type in the things you like. Each entry is a marking of each day. So... Join in the fun!
I sounded as if i'm advertising for blogspot. Lol. Anyway, wish everyone best of their luck and most importantly, take care of your health.
7/19/2004 10:27:00 pm
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7/17/2004 02:58:00 pm
7/12/2004 05:39:00 pm
Today was nice. Jac jac came to my house and we watched 3 vcd. SHe's really a nice gal. She's really nice. =)
Actually... sometimes when i'm alone, i'll imagine things. I mean. erh... Example, when i'm walking alone on the street, i'll imagine that someone's there to make me laugh. Erh.. I think it's normal la hor. Wat i meant by imagine, is wat i hope.
"These memories are playing like a film without sound"... It's wat i'm feeling now... Thinking back huh.... Many sad things happened.. May it be bgr, friendship, studies, low-esteem or wat, it's just part of a sch life. Wat for take it so hard? Why? yes, it may be heart breaking... Sometimes i wonder why i take it so seriously... When i grow older.. I think i'll just laugh thinking of all the sad things.. Does anyone of you know wat i'm talking about?
Actually i'm still quite sad that... he doesn't wan me to stay... Hey.. sad ok... Wat it feels like to have a guy to "xian qi ni". Sad right. Not to say guy la.. Gals also. Friends, worse! Not to say parents.... I'm being "xian qi" before ok.... And i cried because of it.. But my friends thought that it was nth and asked if why am i so sensitive or even petty... The worse of all is, my friends got angry with me instead... I'm not being that petty ok... Somethings i do mind a lot. No one to console me... still get angry with me... thinking that i'm such a petty person... Ya lah, sometimes quite petty. Hmmm... But about some other things, i can't believe my friends think so badly of me.
Weee... This entry looked very long. Stop reading it le la, if you are. It's a bit too boring. Hmmm... Feel a little headache... I think i over-strained my eyes. I wonder how it feels like to have someone to care a lot for you. When you say you have a headache, tt person will show me concern. Lol.
Seriously... I'm depressed when i'm trying to cheer my friends up and yet my friends think i'm being lame. Felt a bit "yuan wang". Lol.
7/09/2004 08:33:00 pm
Yummy.... I am eating the peppermint milk chocolate. It's the brand called calbary. Aiyah. watever la. Very nice.. About to finish it sooooon. I can't stop myself. So yummy.
Recalling on what he had said... None of them means love to me. Craps... He's damn good at beating about the bush. He did it so well that i take more than a yr to discover the true meaning. Lol. Quite funny la... It's like.. it's so looong ago and it gets more and more clearer as time flew by. Every single thing he did, every single thing i did for him.... Are so clear. Erh... except for the date.
Finally... I've thought a sentence from him that makes me feel... feel.... more... more like being liked. He said.. everytime when you put down the phone, my booster doesn't smell nice anymore. LOL. OK la..... Sounded so stupid to you all... But i treat it like bao ok.... Anyway.... If he knows that i'm touched by this pathetic sentence, he'll feel like puking. Really. Coz i'm just one of the many that admire him and also one of the many he doesn't welcome.
Yummy. Milk chocolate tasted great!
7/08/2004 04:52:00 pm
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7/08/2004 12:32:00 am
Nowadays.. My life is... let's start from waking up. Wake up then i'll go to school, i promised myself to be happy in order to past the day quickly, then go home, then sleep then wake up again, watch tv and do hw at the same time. then eat dinner then sleep.
Again! i wake up, go to sch, telling myself i MUST be happy...
I'm not grumbling about anything... Coz, wat do i expect? Right?
Tt day, was just like yesterday as i still think about it... Each and every details gets more obvious each time i think about it.. In fact, it was only then i understood... He didn't wanna be with me, at all. ALl the things i thought once was nice became bad when i truely understand each detail he told me...
I then realised... nth was nice at all. Each and every details of memories he gave me, was actually hinting me... to leave. Nv to stay.
It may sound new today... But it actually happened... yrs ago. Haha. Jokker....
Then why didn't i stop being sad about it and work hard for it? Coz i know.. we're nv meant to be. never. In this way, i am not cheating myself. I know, it's time for me to work hard for my true happiness. but i still linger a bit here and there. Haiyo...
It was then, i realised.... I wanted him to leave too.
7/07/2004 06:09:00 pm
1. First Name?
Ng
2. Were you named after anyone?
no
3. Do you wish on stars?
no
4. Which finger is your favourite?
my fouth finger. Haha
5. Do you like your handwriting?
yes. Coz it's unique. It's messy. It's untidy. It's slanted. and lastly, it's big!
6. What is your favourite lunch meat?
chicken?
7. Any bad habits?
A lot. as many as i can remember.
8. If you were another person, would you be
friends WITH you?
Why not. but not being a lover with myself. Coz i'm the worse gf anyone would have.
9. Are you a daredevil?
No.
10. Have you ever told a secret you swore not
to tell?
Yes. Hehehe.. But not recently.
11. Do looks matter?
depends.
12. Have you ever misused a word and it
was absolutely stupid?
Yar! and father kept laughing about it.
13. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the
end of the rainbow?
No la. but i still hope there is.
14. Do fishes have feelings?
yes. Even plants have.
15. Are you trendy?
I'm the most obiang. Lol
16. How do you release anger?
cry. Like a crying bun. EAT. Like a pig eating.
17. Where are your second homes?
No la.
18. What was your favourite toy as a child?
I don really like toy. Oh yeah! barbie. Wahaha.
19. What subject in school do you think is
totally useless?
CME. Coz it's not motivating at all. Pple still commit crime.
20. Have you ever been on radio or television?
Nope. Maybe i will when everybody are blind.
21. Do u keep a journal?
Yar.
22. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
Sometimes.
23. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
donno wat's tt.
24. What do you look for in a guy?
Attention.
25. What are your nicknames?
hahahaha.
26. Would you bungee?
wah. hell no.
27. Do you un-tie your shoes when you take
them off?
No. I've tied my shoes lace in a manner where i don hav to. Lazy.
28. What are you worried about right now?
Jia bu chu qu. Lol. worried about where my future goes.
29. Do you ever wear overalls?
donno wat's tt.
30. Do you think that you are strong?
strong? average la.
31. What's your favourite ice cream flavor?
cookies and cream!! or chocolate chips!!!
32. What's your favourite colour?
Earth's colour. Tt includes brown etc.
33. What is your least fav. thing in the world?
Being forgotten.
34. How many wisdom teeth do you have?
Which type of teeth is it.
35. Are you in love with anyone?
No la, i don call that love. Just likings.
36. How many people have a crush on you right
now?
unless they wan a car crash.
37. Who do you miss most right now?
My bed. It's someone right? haha.
38. Why do you think of life right now?
I try my best to complete it.
39. What do you think is important in life?
Love. I donno if anyone needs it. But i know i needed it.
40. Last of all, what would you like to change
about yourself?
The better the merrier.
7/05/2004 11:00:00 am
WooooOot. watever...
My korkor really very hai.... disappointing.. Really disappointing. Freak!
My mother is telling me she wanna die. My friend is telling she wanna die. Wah lau.....
Looks like it's gonna rain! A cozy day. On friday night. I've thought a new verse, for fun. It's in chinese but i can't type it hear. I'll just type the pin ying, ok? ok.!
Mingming he ni hen kaojing...
Fen shou hou, wei he bu zai lian nuo?
He ni lian nuo hou... Que jue de ge zhe yi dao qiang..
Zhi dao xian zai
Wo cai zhi dao
qi shi shi ni zou kai le..
bu shi qiang de cuo
7/05/2004 10:25:00 am
WAH LAU. DOT DOT DOT. DOT DOT DOT. DOT DOT DOT. like to use DOT DOT DOT. DOT HIM AR. DOT DOT DOT. DOT DOT DOT. DOT somemore. DOT DOT DOT. DOT DOT DOT. DOT DOT DOT. DOT DOT DOT. PPLE WITH HIGH "zi zun xing" DOT DOT DOT. i donno how to called that in english. DOT DOT DOT. DOT DOT DOT. at leats be grateful when someone correct you. Not fight back for yourself. hmph!
for everybody's concern. the above things are said out of anger. don meean it ehz.
7/03/2004 11:56:00 pm
Moody la.. Everyday happy, surely will have some down time.. right?? I think it's i wanna sleep but i haven. I wanna bathe but i haven pack. Packing alone is IRRITATING. I alwys have sooo much things around me. Wo de tian. Very difficult to pack lex..
*ahem* in another word is.. lazy. Finally i can find time to come online for a least a meaningful duration and i just sit in front of the screen, like now, doing typing. I don hav much pple to talk with, i know. I may be referring to updating blog. ah, watever.
I realised.. I haven got someone to really talk to. What i meant was, really really talk to. I don hav anyone to open my hrt. ehz.. SOunded a bit rou ma. I'm trying hard to express.
AIyah... No use talking so much too.. SPend time with myself! Talk to myself. lol.
7/02/2004 08:50:00 pm