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aiyah.... A topic on haircut... NOT a pleasant one. (X.X)... Yesterday was like a small hilarious drama. Coz i wanna get a haircut.. but my mother won't sponsor for me and i can't use my money as my friend's birthday is coming. Even if i asked from her, she'll dilly dally, making me feel uneasy.
My mother is working at Bukit Merah, altering clothes. And she told me to go there, from amk, to her work place and get the haircut at the nearby shop. She told me "take mrt to tiong bahru, then there'll be bus-stop outside, take 16 to the interchange."
I did what she said and got into bus16. To confirm, i called her and ask her is it's the correct side i'm tkaing. She kept telling me there are two passageway and one of them don't hav to cross the road. Then i asked her how about now?, i took the bus at tiong bahru plaza. Then she keep beating about the bush, in the end i say "then now, do i still hav to cross the road?" Being onfused by her beating around the bush, she said no.
In the end i took the wrong side and went to orchard,somerset,kallang, then got down at Joo CHiet. *headache* i called my father and he picked me up. I spend solid 1hr in that bus. Overall i took 2hr+ to reach mother's workplace.
Then i went for a haircut at the new saloon upstairs. Being impressed by the renovation of the saloon, i went in and paid for $18. I have to fill in forms and a guy helped me to wear a robe. Then, that guy washed and started cutting my hair. Having confidence in him, he took 2hr to get it down. BUT. There's a section of my frigde being cut away. Oh my god...... Now i hav to comb the other way and everything went wrong. (x.x)||||
My mother went up to the saloon while i was still cutting and made a big fuss about my hair. i don't blame her la, coz it's really quite horrible and he took a very loong time. I can see the stressed face on that guy. ALl i just wished was to get out of the saloon coz he kept cutting and cutting and cutting. oh my god. In the end a lady in while T-shirt gave me a hot pink gel that costed $18.
6/30/2004 07:17:00 pm
Good evening everyone! Today i'm very happy. I have been talking almost non-stop and laughing too. I keep asking lots and lots of question to keep myself interested iun everything. I think, keeping interest ion everything, only makes my life more interesting. I've read a magazine and it says "nv lose interest in dating someone, be happy and exxcited" Therefore i used the same theory, not as in dating la. Haha.
Today i watched the "huan le DIan Feng" and listened to cai yi ling's dao dai. I felt very emotional... At the same time... I saw that cai yi ling was about to cry too... So sad. What makes her so sad..? The way she sings.. It's like she's thinking back onto something... And she almost break down that sort.
Today Xiao wei very funny. WE start all the giggling at our seats again. Erm.. Not giggling i can say.. It's ROAR of laughters. We got sooo used to it and when we go library. We almost to let them all out. I just laugh until my face got cramped and xiao wei laugh until as if she's gonna burst very soon. Lol. Laugh about wat?? I'm not sure too. Any small things that fascinates us.
It's happy day. That's why i say, let everything cheer you up! Forcing yourself to be sad isn't really a comfortable thing.. If you're sad, let someone cheer you up.
6/28/2004 08:49:00 pm
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6/26/2004 11:00:00 pm
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6/24/2004 11:54:00 am
ok.... Now i've got lots of hw to do... One compre, i can use the whole day and i can only complete less than half. Don feel like doing le.. Just eat, sleep, eat, sleep. Very zao gao. Haha.
Something had been distracting me and i can't concentrate on my work. I donno. I think i'm just too used to multi-tasking. Doin so much things at one time andin the end, NTH is done.
Wanted to find someone nice to talk to. However when i found someone, i dont feel like talking le.. Maybe coz they are not interested in it anyway. BUT, when they're are interested, i can't say coz somethings are better to be left confidential. I should learn to keep them. I should. I let out a bit to one of my friend.. and i'm glad she understands a little. A little will do.
I talked to my pri sch friend, Chin Lay, yesterday. And she was caught with some bgr problem. She asked me how... i can't help her too. If i were in her shoes, I'll feel very lost too. After she told me everything, all i could conclude is... she really like(love) him but.. he isn't sure whether he like(love) her and all he could do is make use of her to satisfy himself. HOw? By some minor things bah.. Hope he won't go too far coz my friend really like(love) him and can't resist him.
Ok. Now. Doing a little reflection. I'm back to the same me. I think if i could just be myself and not worry too much about what other think of me, will be better. In fact, i think pple will appreciate even more. I feel as though i havent still grown up. Still a bit insensitive towards others. Sorry... I'm like that eh... Mei you ren yuan. haha.
Yes, i have friends, in fact quite close. However, as much as i've been through, it was alwys my best friends who chose to leave me first when i think they are important. I'll have to blame myself for not treasuring them from the start. Yar, the start. However... I need time to trust completely you see... but i'm alwys late. ALWYS. EVERYTHING i'm late...
Is there someone who's willing to wait..?
6/23/2004 12:45:00 pm
"Wheeeee...~~" Today my main events are wake up, eat,sch, sleep, eat,sleep,eat the lastly sleep till tml. That's exactly wat i've done the whole day. Let me list out what i've eaten today... *NaMiNaMiNaMi...*
1)A plate of wanton noodles with soup, 2 eggs & 1 pkt HL Milk.
2)A plate of french fries, dumpling, 3 cups of water
3)one big pkt of horfun, a bowl of soup, 1 cup of water.
Well... It might not sound alot.. BUT, look, it's all rich in carbohydrates. LOL. I might get fat.... :( anyway... that's not the issue. I just couldn't get enough sleeeep.
I've watched a tv programme and a slim lady recommended that we should sleep more than 12hrs per day to loss weight easily. Actually i believe in that. Haha. However i only managed to sleep for max 10hrs.
Today... was quite light-hrted. ya... overall la. And my msn nick doesn't mean anything ok... DOn get mistaken or wat. It's a song "could you ever(love me again) by C12. Very nice. If you all wanna listen to it. Msg me in msn and i'll send you.
6/22/2004 10:52:00 pm
Yesterday night, i earned myself $10 to clean my room. Although it sounded a bit weird to be paid for cleaning up my own room. Haha. Actually i was supposed to clean the whole house for $35. Then my mother said "huh! ni hai shi xian qing li ni de fang jian xian zai jiang." then i say "ok lor. $10!" haha. WHy i need money? coz i wanna buy the things i like. Coz everytime when i go out, I'll alwys hav to save here save there. In the end, i bought NTH. Sometimes my friends see le also xin ku. Then sometimes they'll buy for me. Quite touched.
If a get a job, I'll treat my friends to things. As in return? yar.
I don like things to bve sooo neat, especially in sch, on my table. My table will be stuffed with all kinds of things and my bag is normally empty. Xiao Wei can't stand it but she just "suan le". haha. At the most, she'll push my things away, as long as it doesn't exceed her table, she's fine with it. hahaha. Very funny. Sometimes she'll just get pissed off and told me to pack up immdediately.
6/21/2004 11:25:00 am
Heyyyy. I've changed my blog to this. I've also inserted the song. I guess you all know what song is this. I've placed a same oold brand new tagboard here too.
However, I've heard some "complaints" that my blog will alwys hav a problem when you all come in to read. And i've realised that it might be that Tagboard. Therefore, i would like to know if you all want the tagboard to be here and bear with the problems or i remove the tagboard? I can't decide myself, you see.
I'm still having a painful skin on my back. Lol. very red. It's still not gone after around 3days. Still one patch of red. Having problem in bathing, sleeping and carrying bag. Or even stretching around. Haha.
I almost became roasted pig. Then olibia requested to go there again. Then i told her, "the next time i go there again. I'll bring an umbrella along!" haha. Kidding. I'll really be an aunty if i bring umbrella. My father, best, he asked me to wear raincoat. (o.o)???
Yesterday i had another dream again. Not going to mention it.. Coz it's really sweet but in reality..... it ISN'T at all. Coz in reality, there's not even one bit alike the dream. Argh. Haha.
Hope everyone have a super holiday!
6/18/2004 11:56:00 am
Wah, today actually quite nice. Went to suntec city with XIao Wei, Olivia and Yvonne Lim. Then after that we watched Harry Potter. It's really a cool movie. Coz the scenary are nice! very majestic kind of feeling. Even candles can float in the air. The sound effects are great.
Then that Xiao Wei kept laughing loudly. Haha. Her laughter made us laugh too. I didn't laugh much coz i needa concentrate lex. Lol.
After reading johnathon's blog, i also got one short story about my encounter with a cockroach. There's one night i slept in my parents' room on the floor, on the mattress. Then when it comes to the morning around 6.20, quite dark. Then blur blur de. I hav to pack up my mattress and put it back. After that, i went back to my parents' room to wash up. Then i saw something black on the floor. But i can't see well coz i only on the kitchen light. Then i thought i dropped something and i picked it up. I feel that it's moving. EEEk! it's a cockroach. (-.-)||||
What a good morning.
6/14/2004 10:47:00 pm
Aiyo.. Typed a looong entry but got erased off somehow. ANyway, it's a lovely day. I don't mind typign again.
Yesterday was cool. I had that AFA (adult first-aid) course. Then had the dinner at KFC with ching yee, angelina and halimah. It was a fun dinner coz we shared a lot of things especially on the bus. After CHing yee went down, we noticed some writings on her seat. Something about... *ahem* haha. She had been sitting on it for ... quite a long time(1hr), with writings beneath.
Then i walked home with angelina... We kept exchaning ghost stories on the way. Eeek! She's nice actually.
Today, went out with Xiao Wei. SHe seemed moody at first but we really had a jolly time the whole day. Neither of us get pissed off by each other, we were joking around. SHe's a jolly gal. Don make her sad HOR.
Olivia asked me to check something out (price). *ahem* forgot. Then she say nvm and we'll look at it on monday.
Now, the best thing is..... AH gwen and angelina came to my house after a phone form angelina, "qianqian. ni deng yi xia you mei you chu qu?". They presented a huggable pig head, bubbly card at my doorstep. At that moment, i'm glad to hav them back. I enjoyed hugging the pig.
Hey... Xie xie. Friends forever.
6/12/2004 10:55:00 pm
Erm... Today was so much fun, yesterday too!
Yesterday: i went for that AFA (adult first-aid) course... And.. *ahem* No one pass. Then me, ching yee, angelina, halimah went to eat KFC. Cool... SO long didn't had a proper meal with them. Asked bengleong along but he say his mother got cook. Then i say "mama..." OH dear.... he mistook me as i'm saying he's mama's boy. No hor. I say mama becoz i was just repeating. Lol. ANyway, i know i don mean to say him that's all. He didn't get angry too.
after that, me and angelina went home together. We kept thinking of ghost stories to share. Eeek. some really freak us out. Quite fun to hav her here.
Then, today, went out with xiao wei. At the start, she looked so fierce. After that, we were having sooo much fun. She's really a jolly gal. Cheery gal. Don make her upset ok! Olivia, thanks for trusting me.
The best part comes! "qianqian ar, ni deng yi xia you mei you chu qu?" a ccall from angelina. Then, angleina and ah gwen appeared at my doorstep. They presented me with a huggable pig head, and a bubbly card. At that moment, i knew that everything's over. I hav them back as my friends again! So cute. Now i'm just playing around with the pig's eye. I'm glad it's sewn onto it, not stick, if not surely come out de. Haha.
6/12/2004 10:27:00 pm
Haiyooo...... Couldn't sleep well you ar. Argh. My good sleep MUST include long hourSS and non-stop, no waking up in the middle of the night. However, recently i kept waking up for different reason for each night. First is too warm, second is took after noon nap already, thirdly mosquito bite! and then again took afternoon nap already then yesterday.... I finally made myself tired and i DID sleep properly. Everything was FINE, PEACEFUL and COMFORTABLE when suddenly a drunk man, i suppose, kept shoutinggggg. "@#$^& jiao! @$#&^&* Jiao" that's wat i heard. Arghhh.
Actually i couldn't sleep well becoz i was scared too. If i something wakes me up suddenly, i'll think it's ghost. Lol. Then i didn't dare to move lex..... Then i gathered all my courage and ran to my parents room. My mother was sleeping like a pig and my father was like a log. Anyway, i managed to wake papa up and he suggested me to sleep with them. On the floor, with my mattress of coz. I though everything was fine but..... I woke up at 4smthing as it was too warmm. I then look at my parent's bed and only saw my papa conquering the whole bed, his hands and legs stretching out. I found my mother on the floor. (o.O)!!
In the end, i went back to my bed and woke up at 9.45am. ARGH... i only slept for such short hours.
6/11/2004 10:55:00 am
Hey... I'm back. I'm listening to the midi in my blog and found it romantic... Especially when the dream i talked about came across my mind... The song is.. "ni yao de ai"
A romantic day.... Will start in the morning, on my birthday. Don tease me hor... I'm just writing for fun.
In the morning.... just before i wake up, i know somethign's waiting for me. It's his sms, "dear ar. brush teeth lo!". I know i'll smile and bury my face uder my booster. Then i'll drag myself up, wash face & brush teeth (every corner, every degree of my teeth). His face keep appearing while i concentrate on my grooming. THinking... Is he gonna like this? Anyway, on that day i won't hav to think sOo much coz i'll get it ready.
I'll walk to the place we meet, let's put it this way, i'll reach there first. Fair?? I'll sit on the bench near by... Waiting impatiently his arrival. I'll grumble, i know i will. If he's late for more than 15mins. I'll worry, i know i will. I'll get afraid and thinks that he's in trouble and start to panic and... miss him.
When he comes, I'll pull a damn long face. However, when he stops in front of me and look at me, i'll blush. Maybe i'll cry. Anyway, we'll start going to cool places like.... I donna la, any shopping centre will do. I'll be really quuiet at the start, at times i will stare at him. And he surely give one blur look, "huh?? Wat??" you know wat i expected? I wan him to wish me. However i know he won't. I'll wait.
After that, we'll visit some childish shops, like kiddo palace, and pinch my eeyore's nose.. He'll hit my head. Argh! I'll hit him back.
Then... We'll hav try some new stuffs for dinner. Instead of just the things i normally eat, like fastfood. THen... the best time comes.......
We'll go to the habour front. You know, the place where there's a quiet river. I donno the name la. It's dark, it's cold. I'm still waiting for my wishes. He looks dreamy at me, and i'll stare blankly at him. He'll say "you look like unwanted kitten(or something)" I'll hit him! I think i'm contradicting. I'm supposed to be GENTLE! Lol.
We'll walk along the river.... side by side, just next to each other. We know we truely love each other. The answer is inside us, we don't hav to suspect, we trust. I know i needed him, he knows too. He knows he can't live without me, I know too. We don't hav to do anything extra. It's kinda thick-skin but that's the way i want it... you see... I want it to be... we really need each other. No more gaps.
We'll just be quiet, listening our footsteps. I'll make the irst move, i'll cling onto his right hand. He'll look shock. Anyway, at that time i'm confident that he won't feel disturbed. Then, he'll try to look cool which will make me burst out in laughter.
We'll walk to a bridge. I know there's a bridge. We both will be standing at the middle of the mighty bridge, next to each other. Breeze blows across my face, brushing my hair away from it. (i know my hair sux, just pretend it isn't!) After a moment of silence, he'll suddenly turn to look at me,
"happy birthday"
6/10/2004 12:38:00 am
Hey... Blog blog. Nowadays i'm just like an empty shell. *knock knock* Nth inside. erm.. yesterday i had this dream about my "bf" and i. Haha. I donno how that guy looks like. But it was rather sweet to be with him. *blushes*
The feeling is so real... But of coz, all my dreams feels real.. even nightmares! However, i've nv experience such sweetness for a long time... Say i fa hua chi.. But it's really sweet. I could trust everything he says, and i really feel loved..
Say i fa hua chi... Coz that's my dream and that's also my dream(wat i wan). Haiz.. sad to say, such things are only sweeter in dreams but bitter in real life. By the way, thanks for those who wished for me to have a sweet dream coz i really did hav one!
Couldn't sleep well everyday.... Yesterday was worse! I roll and roll... I even read every details of two magazines that i've read before. I AM tired... but i hav so much things in mind. I'm afraid that those who likes(friends) me now, likes me no more. I'm afraid those who enjoys being with me, won't be. I'm afraid that all my acc, won't acc me. I really appreciate someone to walk side by side with me.... Somehow... where..?
Maybe becoz i'm afraid to be lonely, not independent enough. Not strong enough.
My friend said each one of us come into this world as a pair(boy & gal). It's only a matter of time to meet each other or watever... I'm waiting. But you know, i had this funny thinking that wat if this person died in a car crash or watever... OH NO. I'll remain unmarried for eternity. LoL.
6/09/2004 10:03:00 pm
Haiz... Actually planned to watch harry potter with Xiao Wei tml... but i'm short of cash. I asked from my mother but she started toking bad about my friend and started to threaten me about me failing my chemistry. I got angry and said "ni bu xiang gei wo ye bu xu yao jiang wo de peng you!".
I think i'm rather wrong by saying that.. I think my mother, herself, is also short of money... Mostly all thanks to my korkorrrrr. He.... Really.... Made no contribution to me, to my father&mother, to the family, to the house, to the neighbourhood, to the company, to the country, to the world and to all living things. He still could say "ta Ma De.. Zhen tian dou zai niam niam niam... Ta Ma De..."
At home... He's like a worm. Come home, throw clothes on the bed, then lie on the sofa watch tv all according to his pleasure and preference. That's ok. Hungry, dig for food, found food, eat, leave them there. Plates unwashed, packets of tibits un-thrown. After that he go bathe, pai pai pi gu, go out lo~~ Me and father had to clear for him. There's a lot more.. Don wish to say coz i don hav the time.
Wan an.
6/07/2004 11:52:00 pm
Just came home from sch and accidentally skipped the dentist appointment in sch. How ar. Actually is i don feel like goin but i also forget. If i remembered.. Maybe i will go. See la, must pay $10. (o.O).....
Nowadays seemed quite plain... Nth much to really worry about le. Weekend can also at home. Just plain. Enjoying the emptiess now.. I'm getting nearer to the adult world.. Maybe young adults... And it gets scary sometimes.. Cox people are not as pure as you think.. They hav lots of motive whether it's bad or good. Just a small problem can be made so complicated... I'm starting to hear all noises of evil. I have to be more independent. People are starting to develope another character in them, whether it's good or bad. [[This is just part of growing up..]]
HEY YOU.! yes you. WHy you so like tt huh......
6/07/2004 10:41:00 am
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oOOooOoo.... Today's wish. To be as "xin FU" as this piggy. HAHA.
6/06/2004 10:57:00 am
ok.... Today is the first entry without some title i used to put..
Now, i can see things much more clearer... i'll keep myself happy in the things i do though at night... some things just came across and.....
Anyway, today i went to JB(malaysia) with Xiao Wei. I think she won't mind me typing "Xiao Wei" cox she seemed to appreciate this name more. It was rather fun although i feel sOoOo sleepy and confused at the shopping centre. Her parents are nice and her sister is fun-loving. I did manicure with Xiao Wei and.... erh... after paying 25RM, we feel that it's not very worth it. but, nice try!
Thanks for everyone who left msgs in my tag board.. You all made me feel as though i'm rememebered. I'm not alone.
6/01/2004 08:08:00 pm